Aunt Valery

the closet person to my heart has been taken away from without warning.
It took her so fast i didnt even get a chance to say good- bye.
Without her life has no meaning so why even bother. She helped me and my mother through our toughest times and if i could i would say "thank you and i love you so much " I wish she could stay here longer she was like the last stongest woman in my family and now she's just gone but i admire her because she encouraged me to keep up with my writing and my goals/dreams i only wish she could be here and see how far I have gotten........
R.I.P. Aunt valery i love you so much............

My life summary

Life has its ups and its downs but when i met a person named Jorge Torres aka my big brutha he made me feel like life was worth living. I always felt like it was my fault my cousins died but he convinced me that it wasn't he just wants me to focus more on my dreams in becoming a model and a singer im working hard at it but it seems like life is giving me its worst right now i could really use some encouragement.....

This is so far the worst year i have ever been through my family turned their backs on us , I thought families was suppose to be like your support system but i guess i thought wrong...

My dad's side has been dying like crazy R.I.P. Grandma Fonteller,Aunt Jackie,Rachel,Deausha,Michael Zigler, Aunt Valerie) Why must they go these were people close to my heart and the were just taken away from me they may be gone but never forgotten I love each and everyone of them but i cant change the world by myself need a little help with that one...

Its tearing me apart because i want this place to be a better place and i don't want to lose anyone else. My biggest fear in life is to lose my mom, my dad, and my siblings(its alot of us)

But why must life be so damn hard? Why cant it be like a peace heaven?

What's the point in trying to change it if its almost done for me at least........ Life has its ups and downs but life it like a drama.....