I didnt want to be just another name you added to your list -.
I wanted to be much more .
I realized the way you treated me , the way you stared as if you could see through to my soul.
I belived you when you said " I love you " , it meant a lot at the time.
Remeber we walked hand in hand to my house , the hours we spent kissing under the stars?
But now i geuss it means nothing huh?
It took me weeks to get over you felt like years.
How'd you I let you into my heart ?
So foolishly I fell for you , mama never told me love can hurt so badly.
Now Im part of the list.
The first time i cried , you the second time brought relief but no tears fell.
But as the months go by I try my best to fight away that one brave soilder sitting at the edge of my eye waiting to reveal himself.
I geuss im not as tough as I used to be because that brave soilder won and rolled gently down my light brown cheek.
Before I knew it I was drowing in my own tears.
I didnt want to be just another name you added to your list , I wanted to be much more .
