The first

"You never forget your first love even when your suppose to."
I can remember my first love because it wasn't that long ago when I fell in love with him.
thought about him everyday and everynight I close my eyes.
He's my night and shing armor.
As time pass I find it hard to forget him.
It's like apart of me just don't want to let him go but then again my heart says" it's for the best,"
He tells me he loves me then leaves like nothing happened.
I told him everything and he just disappeared.
I remember the last time I saw him, a depressed expression came across his face as he gave me a hug .
things will never be the same without him........
Who am I going to talk to now when I get sad or feel lonely?
Who's gonna make me laugh when these girls make me upset?
He was more than just a friend to me he was more like my day-brighter.
And I really do miss him there's not a day that goes by I don't think of him.
You might think I'm crazy or something but I don't care.
I've moved on but he is still my bestie til the end..........